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Rose
19 July 2009 @ 10:20 am
      I said I was going to keep this updated and what-not. I think I lied. I have no interest in this journal anymore. If people from this journal want to continue to be my friend, you can add me on my new one. Though it seems like life is just fine without me.
      zombiesandroses is the new journal.
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Rose
11 May 2009 @ 02:40 am
I'm so sorry.
 
 
Rose
17 April 2009 @ 06:49 pm
April: So now I’m crazy because I don’t love you, right? Is that the point?
Frank: No! Wrong! You’re not crazy, and you do love me. That’s the point, April.
April: But I don’t. I hate you. You were just some boy who made me laugh at a party once, and now I loathe the sight of you. In fact, if you come any closer, if you touch me or anything, I think I’ll scream.
Frank: Oh, come on, stop this April.
[He touches her for an instant and she screams at the top of her lungs before walking away. He chases after her]
Frank: Fuck you, April! Fuck you and all your hateful, goddamn -
[He breaks a chair against a wall]
April: What are you going to do now? Are you going to hit me? To show me how much you love me?
Frank: Don’t worry, I can’t be bothered! You’re not worth the trouble it would take to hit you! You’re not worth the powder it would take to blow you up. You are an empty, empty, hollow shell of a woman. I mean, what the hell are you doing in my house if you hate me so much? Why the hell are you married to me? What the hell are you doing carrying my child? I mean, why didn’t you just get rid of it when you had the chance? Because listen to me, listen to me, I got news for you - I wish to God that you had!
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Rose
05 April 2009 @ 12:18 pm
 
 
Rose
27 February 2009 @ 01:09 am
"When I hear somebody sigh, 'Life is hard,' I am always tempted to ask, 'Compared to what?'"

Sydney J. Harri
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Rose
17 February 2009 @ 12:37 am
unloved

        no

     one

        sees

        beauty

   the way

         we

      do

unsent


     things

         we

     never

   said

grazed knees


     what

          we

   learn

   from

      falling


   down
 
 
Rose
10 February 2009 @ 10:54 pm
So many things,
I didn't say,
Is it too late now that you've gone away?
So many words,
So many ways,
If you can hear me now, there's something I gotta say.

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then...

I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
(done for me)
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,
(Saving me)

So many times,
So many days,
You helped me through,
Walked me through the rain,
So many tears,
Have washed away,
If you can hear my voice,
There's something I have to say...

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then...

I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
(done for me)
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,
(Saving me)

It's been so long,
They say time will heal everything,
Could you send me a sign,
To fill the soul in my life,
Turn on a light,
To help me see through it all,
No one left to rescue me,
Save me...

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then...

I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
(done for me)
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,
(Saving me)
I just want to say...

Thank you,
Mother,
Thank you,
Father,
Thank you,
Sister,
For Saving me...

I just want to say,
Thank you,
Brother,
Thank you,
Daughter,
Thank you,
To my best friends...
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Rose
09 February 2009 @ 01:06 am
Brodie: What do you do in there?
Rene: You really want to know?
Brodie: I asked, didn't I? I'm playing the role of the concerned guy.
Rene: I cry.
Brodie: You cry?
Rene: I cry.
Brodie: Any particular reason?
Rene: I think about the people that make decisions that affect our lives. The doctors who make advancements in curing diseases. The engineer that designs skyscrapers. The guy that maps out a plane's flight path.
Brodie: The navigator.
Rene: I think about how those people are out there every day making a difference, leading big lives, and how they refuse to be intimidated by the tremendous odds of failure they face. And how they only concern themselves with peers and company that apply to their goals and noble causes.
Brodie: Jesus! I'd hate to tell you what I think about when I'm in the bathroom.
Rene: I think about all that and I cry. Because I have nothing better to do than fuck you.
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Rose
02 February 2009 @ 09:23 pm

Stripped

The floor was covered
Clothes, shoes
Sheets
Layers of personality meant to impress
My makeup
Your meds

We lived in a room
With the world locked out
On a bed that smelled of
Trust and fear
Pain and love

Your chest was my pillow
And my arms were your sheets
Until the lights and noise faded away
And we saw by the shine in our own
Smiles and eyes

And when I couldn’t
Feel my heart or
Find the words
You made my body
Sing

We forced ourselves
Into ourselves
In hopes of finding something
We didn’t even know we’d lost

By the end the bed was stained
With our efforts
And our rewards
We couldn’t always tell them apart

We slept
Slick with sweat
But huddling close
To keep reality
From getting between our sheets

Claire Parker
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Rose
01 February 2009 @ 09:09 pm
The only thought you think
is the thought which you learned to think.

The only life you live
is the life you have chosen to live.

The only space you need, is time.
The only time you have, is now.

-- Hugo J.K. de Vries
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